my name is Sylvia (although I wish it was Jonas)

Oh, geez. I just returned Capital One's phone call. I was hoping to do the irresponsible thing and just kind of blow them off, but my nerves felt a little shot when I heard the "UNKNOWN" ringer go off. It would have been too much... working 33+ hours and going to school at night. It would have been the worst. I guess for now, the job search grind continues. Trust me, it sucks not having a job and living off of my savings, but I know Jesus is gracious and will provide. So when this situation would have normaly bothered me at a level of 8, it's currently around a 5. He's slowly (yet surely) working on my trust.